Friday, January 21, 2011

Sorry
I can't forgive you
Still can't forgive
And never want to forgive

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Can't even see ur face
Barely talk to u
And still shiver when u are around
or when two of you around

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So u know
I'm still hurt

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Don't Trust Your Labcoat To A Laundry

Hello Sunday!
Rase cam da lame da x tulis..
Ok,let's share something about what I'm thinking..

Kadang2 kite selalu benci akan sesuatu yg orang buat..
But, believe me, the more you hate,
Actually the more likely what u've done unconsciously..
Benci seseorang dgn benci akan ape yg orang buat is two different thing
I'm not gonna write bout hate someone,but the other thing

I always hate to tell people how I hate about someone act or behave or wutsoever
Bcoz if u could sit back and refresh ur mind,
U had done it, sedar atau tidak, to someone else..
But ofcourse,u have ur own reason,and that's how u defend urself..
Reason that the person never know or understand

Same goes to other person..
Sometimes you sigh about why she/he did that,
Why she/he act like that,
Why he/she is so damn,
The truth is,u never know..coz anything might possible..
Kadang2 kite jmpe org yg baik dgn kita,suddenly die xsenyum selepas kite melambai dgn semangatnye,then kite jadi menyampah sbb die xsenyum balik,
Atau kite baru 1st time jumpe doctor,then doc tu badmood and xsenyum,tapi next time jumpe doc tu leh je sembang and mengajar kite..
They might have their own reasons..
Mcm kwn kite yg kite menyampah tu sbb kite da melambai dgn semangatnye,
Mybe dari jauh die rabun,die xnampak,or mybe something baru je happen kat die yg buat die mmg xde mood langsung nk tegur sesape..uols mybe akan ckp,ala,org lain boleh je senyum balik even ade benda buruk happen pn,well,he/she not org lain..he/she might not same as you,but sometimes you did act like that too..try put urself in her/his shoes,feel that,then u might find few reason why she/he did that,from good reason till worst..and you just let it go..
That is somehow teach u to always think good about other..
Janganlah kamu bersangka buruk..
So,sentiasa lah bersangka baik..even kadang2 mmg die menyebalkan,sucks and etc,
Just let it go,coz u are better and don't make them ruin ur mood and mind..
Mcm kisah2 yg xmasuk akal kat indo ni..nk kate kite curik heritage die,sampai la ke game bola AFF kemarin..xyah stress2 utk orang yg pemikiran x sama dgn kite,jgn bazir tenaga utk mereka2 yg pemikiran sampai takat tu je..bagi saya,saya maafkan je sape yg cakap cam xde otak tu,sbb mmg takat tu je diorg leh pikir..kite yg berfikiran agak luas ni,yg patutnye xyah nk hangin2..

Ok,pasal labcoat,saya xpenah anta laundry..huhu..sayang ok..takut labcoat xseputih yg biasa..haha..tapi bukan sbb tu..tapi sebab betapa byknye habuk dlm celah2 poket labcoat sy..so,tiap kali basuh labcoat anda,sentiasalah lihat2 di balik poket,sbb mybe da setumpuk habuk dalam tu..sekian!

Xoxo..

Thursday, December 30, 2010

dont ever blame me!

What ever happen now
Don't you ever blame me
What ever happen me and her
Don't you ever dare blame me
What ever happen now
That's all because of your short minded thinking
You think that it is as easy as the wave hit the shore
And the footprint fade away easily
And the sands seems untouchable
Don't you ever blame me
Or ever question me
Coz it is always your fault
And the worse
It is never gonna back to what it had before
And bcoz of that
I never forgive you

Saturday, December 25, 2010

25 DECEMBER 2010

It's 25th Dec
and it"s more than Merry X-Mas
coz it is your birthday Dad!

Happy Birthday my dear gorgeous lovely Dad!
thanks for always pemper me
hahahhaha
thanks for always supporting me
thanks for always be there for me

I LOVE U DAD!

p/s: xleh nk wat wish lame2 sbb ibu da bising..ok

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

should i trust you?

When everything seem to fall apart
And what I heard and what I saw
And what I felt
Seem so tru
And suddenly
There you are
Ready for explaination
Why did you take so long to go straight through my eyes
And spill everything out?
And make me in the state of nowhere
Coz what I saw and what I heard
Didn't match at all
But to be honest
I don't know should I believe you
Coz you are seem so Right when you are in front of me
But then
Everything feels like before
I do wanna trust
But please
Don't lie to me
Coz if I can't believe you
Then I don't know who should I trust about your real feeling

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Friday, November 19, 2010

hilang

Saya hilang
Bile org yg saya percaya lebih brpihak pd dia,sy harus menutup diri.
Saya doakan mereka bahagia..amin..

Thursday, October 14, 2010

dark cloud

Slowly forgetting you
Slowly cherish my day
Slowly being strong
Slowly stop pretend to be ok
Coz I'm gonna be ok!

Monday, September 20, 2010

hari cHupA chUps sedunia

I love chupa chups
And yesterday I feel like I wanna eat chupa chups after a long time I don't eat it..I bought two chupa chups..blue and pink..I give the blue one to you.hope you can enjoy it just like I'm enjoying mine..
I have sweet memories with chupa chups..how I met chupa chups,how I addict, and how I admire the person who introduce me to chupa chups..for me,chupa chups is full of love..hehe

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

puasa di tapen

  1. pengalaman mengemudi kereta 4 roda dari surabaya ke tapen..padahal xpenah pun drive kat surabaya..just penah drive sket2 je tym sll pegi rumah abg awi and kak siti dulu2..siap ada 'tapen drift' gara2 kat sini byk lori angkut tebu plus lori xsedar body bwak ape ntah..
  2. pengalaman naek keta yg rosak dan ditarik oleh pickup..kelakar jugak..haha
  3. pengalaman naek angkut and naek bas dari jombang ke kabuh selepas anta kereta ke bengkel..besyukur gile ade kepala puskesmas yg sgt membantu..huhu..maafkan lah kitorg yg byk nyusahkan doc..hehhe
  4. pengalaman naek ambulan selama 2 hari gara2 xde kenderaan..hhuhu..masuk bengkel la katekan...
  5. pengalaman tarawikh bersama dengan pak bupati Jombang..naek feymes kami sbb lepas tarawikh tu ade la ucapan sket dari pak lurah...die leh gi announce ade dokter muda dari malaysia..adoyaii..time kasih la bg kami feymes..pastu pak bupati bg ucapan pn, siap masukkan sekali pasal hubungan baek antara msia-indonesia and diorang perlu la belajar yg baek2 darei malaysia..haha..rasenye kami mmbawa kesan positif pada masyarakat di situ di tengah2 konflik malaysia-indonesia..ibarat duta keamanan bagi malaysia..hehe..siap last tu pak bupati kuar masjid, die pegi ke kami dan bersalaman dgn kami,cam kami lak yg VVIp..haha..
  6. owh..ni la pertama kali saya berpuasa di surabaya dan berat saya turun..walaupun xbanyak,ade la dlm sekilo dua, tapi ni sume sbb duk kat tapen..cube sepanjang puasa kat surabaya,sure makin naek..haha..
  7. saya belajar berbuka secara bersederhana..mungkin kerana berbuka dengan 6org kawan yg laen..jadi lauk harus kongsi banyak2..klu kat umah ni,sure leh demand nk ayam paling besar or ayam peha..tp kat sini, xleh nak memilih camtu...makan ape ade nye he,even diorang ni selalu masak bukan maen resepi nye..huhu..mungkin tu la sbbnye agak turun berat ku..hahha
  8. saya rindu kamu sangat2..huuhuhuh..xtahu nape..walaupun kadang2 da terbiasa even dekat tapi xmsg or xjumpe,tapi terasa tapen-sumobito sangat jauh..huuhu..seyes rindu kamu!

kami ke tapen dari 17/8 hingga 2/9 dalam rangka Community Medicine..jadi kami kne kerja di puskesmas tapen dan juga menyiapkan laoran yg berjumlah 6..waaaa...gile banyak kan..well, alhamdulillah kami berada di Tapen, desa yg sangat kecil yg mengadap sungai brantas yg sangat luas dan panjang, desa dengan penduduk yg ramah yg menerima kami di tempat mereka..puskesmas yg sangat bes sbb tidak strict..haha..kepala puskesmas yg sangat memahami dan memahami student..sangat baek smpi ajak kami berbuka di rumahnye(even sebenarnye kami yg bg idea), yg ajak kami berbuka di luar juga dan jalan2...huhu..die seperti bapak angkat kami saja..huu..tapi lusa da nak balik da..yg baek di sini akan saya igt smpi bila2,dan yg buruk akan saya tinggalkan di sini,dan saya jadikn pelajaran dalam kehidupan..semakin lama saya di clinical posting, doa saya terutamanya, saya sangat berharap saya sentiasa menjadi doktor y lebih baek..berguna bagi masyarakat dan tidak menyusahkan..semoga Allah bisa membimbing saya..Amin~

SALAM RAMADHAN SEMUA~
From Tapen With Love